-Spending half the night bent over the side of a pack n play to keep a paci in your baby's mouth.
-Putting all your groceries away with one hand because your baby wants to be held.
-Picking buggies and cleaning poop off clothes with your bare hands without flinching.
-Getting your boob out, putting your boob away, getting your boob out again, no, away again, and finally out again because now your baby is hungry.
-Receiving open mouth wet kisses.
-Letting your own limbs go numb for the sake of not moving a sleeping baby.
-Everything I feel when I see, smell, hear and feel my baby!
I recently took a moment to read back through my blog. Wow, how far I've come. I am so glad I started blogging and wish I would have started earlier. There are so many emotions I had, and things I went through that now seem like such a distant memory. It was amazing to read a few of my posts that were made when I was pregnant but hadn't yet tested to find out.
It really made me stop and think about how lucky I am, how blessed I am, and what a miracle it truly is to have a child. I know this is sort of a sappy post for my taste, but I've just been overwhelmed with emotion lately.
Maybe I'm pregnant...
JUST KIDDING. But I do remember when we were ttc and any little symptom I had I thought it must have been because of a bun in the oven.
Tomorrow is my OB apt. I will hopefully get all of my breastfeeding/pcos/period questions answered. I am hoping to stay drug free so I really don't want to be put back on the pill. The only reason I would go on the pill is if Dr. thought I had the possibility to start producing cysts again. We will see...
Love is loving my little man so much that I would go through anything, even a million times worse than what we had to go through, to get him. And I would do it a million times over!
(And again...I apologize for my gushyness. I promise my next post will be about how annoying people are who talk about how much they love their babies. I hate those people.)