Ok, so I had the moment....the Holy sh*t I'm really pregnant moment.
Well ok, let me be honest...I had the moment AGAIN. Pretty much since the day I actually got the BFP it really hasn't hit me all the way I don't think. I'm always thinking this has to be a dream or something. So I'll be honest, I've had many holy sh*t this is really happening to me moments.
The first I'm really pregnant moment came when I got the BFP
Then there was the 3 other BFP's to follow and the beta results
Then there was the first Ultrasound...that was a big holy sh*t moment
Then there was the morning sickness
Then there was the huge nipples, followed by these breasts that I now have that rest on my belly when I sit...what?
Then there was the 12week ultra sound that actually resembled a human which again was another holy sh*t moment.
Finally there was this belly that is growing which really made me think ok, I'm really pregnant.
I had another HUGE holy sh*t I'm really pregnant moment last night. I'm talking enormous.
I got out of the shower, and looked in the mirror, and.....I SAW A LINE. I SAW THE LINE. HOLY COW I THINK I HAVE STARTED GETTING LINEA NEGRA!! (That is the dark line that shows up on many women during pregnancy that runs from the pubic bone to your belly button. Some women have it all the way up to their sternum.)
I just couldn't believe it. I was almost scared or grossed out. Not that I think it's that gross, I was just scared that I was too early in my pregnancy to have something like this. So of course I freaked out and ran downstairs half naked to ask hubs if he saw it. Yup he said. So I ran straight to Dr. Google to ask "When does linea negra appear" or "How soon for linea negra" Luckily Dr. Google pulled through as he always does and told me that it normally shows up anytime in the second trimester. With me being almost 19 weeks I can understand why this is happening. It still hit me hard like wow, I'm really pregnant aren't I?
So here is a pic, I know, I know, you're going to tell me you don't see a thing. All you do see probably is the nice hole left by my once adorable belly button piercing. But it's there, I promise you. (And yes I'm in my pj's, which means I'm wearing my hubs boxers, no judgement!)