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Sunday, February 28, 2010

"You've got a line-maker"

Those were the words my husband spoke this morning, "You've got a line maker in there!" How cute is that? It has been the happiest morning of our life. A miracle has happened, and this is how beautiful it looks...







That's what my pee did this morning. Can you believe it? Even through all this joy, and heart warming bliss, there is obviously still worry and I want you to know I'm still a realist. I do know that there is a chance this could be an ectopic pregnancy. I do know there is an extreme high chance of a miscarry due to my PCOS, and high testosterone levels. I do realize (besides my Internet friends) I will not share this wonderful info with ANYONE until after my 12 week apt. But until then...
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I will be ecstatic! I've never seen a positive before. It looks so pretty, doesn't it? As you know I've been fighting with myself for about 5 days now on testing early or not. Everyday I would ask my husband if I could test and he would always reply, "No, why would you do that to yourself and risk a false negative?" I don't know why I wanted to do that to myself, I just did! Well last night, during the Olympics, I turned to him and asked if he thought it to be OK if I test in the morning (Sunday, i.e. 2 days before my next period.) He simply responded, "YES". Well, you would have thought I would have been happy getting the answer I wanted, but I wasn't. I was instantly terrified. Terrified that I now had the OK to potentially get heartbreaking news.
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Well all night I thought about it. In fact, I was wide awake at 5am with the urge to pee. I lied there for a good 20 min freaking out. I finally actually talked myself out of it. I got up, peed, and went back to bed. Well I couldn't go back to sleep so I decided to get up. I did however sneak back into the bathroom to grab a pregnancy test...just in case. I came downstairs and did my morning routine, let the dogs out, fed the dogs, and went for my morning tea. I sat down in front of my computer to check up on blogs and I drank. There it was, the urge to pee again. I finally decided to go for it. Oddly enough, I decided to get a cup to pee in (which I never usually do). I got to the bathroom and then peed in the cup. I then looked at my watch and decided to do it all by the books, exactly 5 seconds in the pee, cover it up, lay it flat and wait exactly 3 minutes. When I waited I covered it up with a magazine. When 3 minutes passed I stood there. I looked at myself in the mirror and took a deep breath and began to slowly slide the magazine off.
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I WILL NEVER FORGET WHAT THAT MOMENT FELT LIKE!!!
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Needless to say I ran upstairs to share the moment with hubs. Truly beautiful. The fact that he called my bun in the oven a "Line-Maker" is so adorable to me.
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I cannot thank you enough for all your wonderful prayers and thoughts. There is a true power in prayer. I will continue to pray for you all as I appreciate your continued prayer!
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Tiffany

17 comments:

Sheri said...

Oh I my! I just started reading your blog two days ago and I am ecstatic for you!!!!

Tiffany said...

Thanks Sheri for bringing me good luck!

Littlest True Blue said...

WOW! What a wonderful gift on a Sunday morning. I hope you guys get to just bask is this happy feeling all day! Congratulations Tiffany!
LTB

Ashley said...

Awww!! I am so excited for you!! I got all teary eyed reading this!!! I'll be praying that this is it for you!!! :)

PCOSChick said...

YAY!! So very excited for you. Will be thinking of you & hope all is well :)

Lindsay Logic said...

Awesome! I just started reading your blog a couple days ago as well! Good luck! That's incredible news!

Lindsay said...

Yay, congrats, this is so exciting!!

Shanny said...

HOly crap!!!!! woohoo!!!!!! I'm soooooo happy for you!!!! I'm going to jump up and down and then come and congratulate your pee for giving you that amazing line =)

Happy and healthy 9 months my friend!!!

Auntie Sissy said...

I am so happy for you! I really truly hope that you hold onto that moment of pure happiness, and keep it close to your heart!!! Congrats to both of you, and please keep us updated (I'm sure you will). You give me hope, you really do!

Just Me...C said...

Hi Tiffany. It looks as though I discovered your blog on a great day! Congratulations hon. Think positive positive positive. I'm praying that you have a very H & H 9!

Bridget said...

Tiffany,
I am so very happy for you! I have read your entire blog over the last month or so to get myself caught up in your story. I can not wait to see your beautiful story unfold in the coming months!

Midday Escapades said...

Woohoo!!! That totally rocks. Congrats to you and hubby!!!

Thanks for linking up with Friday Follow. I am now your blog follower. It is a pleasure to meet ya and have a great week!

~ Lynn
http://www.middayescapades.com

LaurenKauf said...

OMG!!!! Tiffany!!!! This is so wonderful!! I'm so happy for you!!!!!

Tiffany said...

Thanks everyone. I so unbeliebably appreciate your support!

InfertileNaomi said...

What a great moment! All the best!

Roxanne said...

I am soo happy for You and the Hubby!!! Can't wait to hear more good news from you!!! So excited for you!!!!

Holly said...

OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD!!!!!!! I am so completely ecstatic for you!!! I have tears in my eyes and a huge smile on my face!! Wishing you all the best and a happy and healthy nine months! Ahhh so excited! Wish i could give you a real life hug! Congrats Momma!